So...I learnt.

I'm hunched, bent double...

Tears flowing down my face, my nose congested and my throat full of phlegm.

My body trembling from the spasms of my sobs.

My heart is so heavy... I feel like dying.

I have been slandered,

I have been shamed,

I have been isolated but I keep going on.

Tears is no more my companion but a way of relief.

The tingling sensations in my head does not make me stupid but alive.

I still feel the pain but I'm getting numb.

The memories are there but I now remember with a smile.

The words are in my head but they are faint.

I perceive the smells but no longer with trepidation.

The wounds are healing but I carry the scar.

You punnished me but made me strong.

You took my innocence but taught me Neoteny.

You flung me in the air to crash and break but I'm still standing.

You taunted me but I turned them to praises.

You can conquer me...but I learnt to stoop to conquer.

I met you, will be in you and will leave you but you taught me to make my mark.

Life...So I learnt.

La Nostalgie!

Floating out of my dreams.

The tunes of old that brings back "La Nostalgie".

Chants and fables under the moonlight, staring into the face of Grandma in wonderment. Crickets chirping with their familiar tunes that have transcended ages.

How I long for those days, when I sucked at hails with innocence.

Savouring the taste of mixed elements with wide eyes.

Imagining how a lover's embrace would feel like (sighs).

Giving myself kisses on the mirror...phatoming what another's lips would taste like.

La Nostalgie!

It's called Human Nature...

Greed emanating from their pores...

Characters marred with atrocities...

Mouths drooling with curses...

Minds contaminated with viruses...

Women spreading their tighs in wanton abandon...

Men plunging without remorse...

Feotuses swimming in compost pits...

Brothers killing brothers...

Sisters with no mercy...

Families turning against one another...

Friends sticking knives behind another...

Societies going decadent...

Governments comatosed...

Countries armed in battles...

The earth decomposing with poisons...

Suffering perculating and brewing...

Ooooh cut me some slacks! It's called human nature Sooo...???

Gone with the wind.

Boom! he came into my life! Shattering boulders built over time. Tall, dark skinned and dimple cheeked.

His voice strokes my ears like ancient melodies. Intoxicating me like fine wine...making my knees tremble with complex emotions. Eyes that glitters like diamonds...mischief lurking in it's depth.

Oh, Sweet Jesus! Where are my defences? I took pride in being hard...a lady with the force of steel.

He comes and with a wave of his hands, everything turned to dust. My resistance is gone with the wind.

Oh, Dear Mama! Give me words of wisdom. On quick sand I stand...with every move I sink.

I try to run...I sink. I try to hide...I sink. I struggle...I sink. Oh, Save my soul! Save my soul!

I long for his caresses. His breath dancing on my skin. Phatoming what his kiss might taste like.

Oh shake me off this madness! I pray...I beg!

Life Oh Life!

I've been away for so long. I remember seeking for a job sometime last year and by chance,I got the best thing that ever happened to me. I became a radio broadcaster.
I never knew what was coming to me...loads of fun and lots of hard work (laugh). No! I am not complaining. I love it...I really do.But as they say the higher you go the bigger your responsibilities. I found out that I am now responsible for alot of people out there.I say this with joy and great humility.I wish to be the best I can be for those who listen to me out there and to give them the best of me.You aint seen nothing yet!